still got them mother nature's blues...

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

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my name is stan. I’m 19 and I go by he/it. i am genderfluid & abrosexual :]

i reblog random shit most of the time but it usually ties back to music or whatever im thinking about a lot (currently: my ocs, phantom of the paradise, the boomtown rats, wall of voodoo, postal (mainly 2 and Brain Damaged), styx’s paradise theatre, elder scrolls, architecture and funiculars, tech). I forget to tag things a lot of the time so forgive me if looking through my acc is a headache.

I block liberally!

I like to post fanart here and there as well ^_^

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Pinned Post about i might edit this later but i think it's solid for now.
louisironson
louisironson

when fictional characters are addicts i will literally never let anyone forget it or what it means to that character. “teehee he drinks a lot” yeah. and WHY does he do that. what is he using the depressant to depress. why did he start. what is keeping him from recovery. does he know he’s an alcoholic. there’s just so much there and also i wish all of these characters the recovery they deserve

LITERALLY!!!!!!
melodromacy
spandexbutterfly4lyfe

adhd is so embarrassing ur basically like “I have to have fun right the fuck now or I’m throwing myself off the roof” 90% of the time and you also have very little control over this

onemillionwordsofcrap

This was the single most important thing for me to start understanding re: my undiagnosed ADHD, and it's the thing no one tells you except other ADHD sufferers. My brain's reward system is so broken that boredom rapidly becomes indistinguishable from a depressive episode. There's no healthy, normal ability to experience something as simply being a little dull--as soon as my brain isn't getting regular hits of stimulation, I start clawing at the walls. This is what makes working in a structured environment and initiating tasks so difficult for me, not malice or other character flaws.

finnglas

What makes it worse is that, if you're like me, when you were growing up, the only way your authority figures knew how to perceive this was "they're just goofing off," and therefore, would deprive you of anything remotely stimulating until you'd done your work, thinking that -- if it worked like it would with an NT kid, you'd do your work faster so you could get back to having fun.

Instead, they just pulled the plug on any tiny bit of power you had running to your necessary brainwaves and put you into longterm shutdown mode.

But then....you grew up...with only that method for coping ingrained into you. So no matter how much you may know logically, now, that you have to have the "fun/interesting/challenging" cord plugged in for your brain to have any juice at all, you feel guilty for having to plug that in FIRST instead of as a reward for doing Adulting. So you just sit there, unplugged, not getting anything done.

Or maybe that's just me.

hummingirls

even the most supportive and well meaning people in my life struggle to understand how painful lack of stimulation is, how immobilizing executive dysfunction is, and how i cannot feel satisfaction the way they do. the number of times i’ve been told “won’t it feel so nice to accomplish it and have it off your plate?” and having to explain that i don’t feel relief or pride when i finish a task, just exhaustion, and that’s part of why it’s so hard to even start it